I'm really jealous of you artists out there. You show so much passion, are forever improving and trying out new things... I wish I had that passion to improve in my artwork. I'm good at art, yes, but I'm not brilliant. I'm like that with a lot of things such as playing the piano and doing Graphic Design, but I'm not brilliant at either of those things.
I just want to be "brilliant" at something, just like you guys are brilliant at art and would do everything and anything to improve in your skills. I really wish I was good at art but I'm such a lazy arse that I prefer just sitting down doing nothing. I do get those days where I feel really good and draw pretty decent stuff but for the past couple of months I haven't really had the inspiration or the will to do so.
I think another reason is that I don't take things seriously. If I did take things seriously then I would actually be getting somewhere but I'm just too laid back. I need someone to kick me up the ass to get me into gear because... I want to improve, I want to be good, but I don't know where to start. I guess I could buy books but then I know I'll get bored after a couple of days and would abandon the willpower to improve, to set back into my lazy routine.
Does anyone know how they could help me on this? I do want to try, but I just know that I'm going to be lazy. But maybe I still could improve even in my lazy state?
Could you help me, please?